Love is more than a kiss.

2012-02-09T00:03:00.002+08:00

Tell me, should i give up on everything.

Everything i do/did,seems like wrong..

I can't be selfish.

I can''t be demanding.

Dear GOD,if he is meant for me,please let it be.

Thank you.

2012-02-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

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Did you know that the people who are usually the strongest are usually also the most sensitive? Did you know that the people who exhibit the most kindness are usually the first to be mistreated? Did you know that the one who takes care of others all the time is usually the one who needs care the most? Do you know that the three hardest things to say are: I love you, I'm sorry, and Help me? Random acts of kindness mean more than you will ever be able to comprehend.

THIS!

2012-02-01T03:21:00.002+08:00

I feel so insecure right now.

I failed to make him feel better.

He choose watching a movie than talking to me.

How sad it can be.

I really had tried my best,but the credits doesnt go to me.

What am i suppose to do?

Is he getting bored of me?

Is his feelings have faded away?

Am i being so annoying??

I'm scare.

I'm tired.

I feel so bad ..

I feel so unimportant.

I feel everything i do doesnt appreciated by people out there.

I' m a failure .

Masyallah

:'(

2012-01-16T22:25:00.002+08:00

If your girl came down to give a surprise visit at her boyfriend's workplace. You know they can't meet and spend time together.The girl decided to give a surprise and by giving that it can make her day by seeing him just for awhile. Like ''Tadaaaa! Surprise!" Can you imagine that? Isn't that sweet :)

The feeling when you make your special one smile and make their day,you feel Gooooood...She came all the way to his place and check on his workplace.Unfortunately,he seems to be not there. The girl console herself and said maybe her boyfriend went for toilet break or smoke break.And again,she checked one more time. Failed.
She started to feel something was not right. She gave a text and a call. 1 hr later,she received a text from her lovely boyfriend. She viewed and found out her boyfriend was at home.
So my dear ladies,how would you feel? Dissapointed? Pissed off ? Annoying? Her boyfriend didnt know about this yet. The girl kept to herself till now.

Well,the girl is me. Yeah.

2012-01-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

I have been so busy with school lately. Busy with projects (Retail Marketing and Lifeskills ) Art assignment and CCA thingy. -.-

Wait,still have my test to sit. 2 tests in a week. Sucks! sigh.....

Khai and i seems like no time for each other..Busy with school and work..I just want to get over with all this. And im pretty sure this gonna end by January.

I have been so harsh towards you this few days.
I'm totally sorry.
Maybe i have been keeping it too much to myself and that cause me to explode with those words and attitudes.

2012-01-06T23:30:00.005+08:00

I am the first girl to celebrate countdown with him. Yes,eventhough he have alot of ex-girlfriends,this is his first time.Haha. Kinda weird uh.

Happy 1st anniversary to us!

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you.. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation; laughing at funny things that you said or did.. I've memorized your face & the way that you look at me.. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine.. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together & even though nothing will come out of this, I know one thing for sure, for once.. I don't care, I cherish every moment I have with you.

The next day, we went to Singapore Zoo !

I love you!

The following day which is on 2nd Jan,Monday. I met my GG. Went to sheshaa and surprise ellisa for her belated bday. As per usual, GG was not complete. 2 of them didnt make it.

3rd January i spent my day sleeping and surfing internet. Then met Khai's family at Zac Restaurant that is located at Jln Pinang in the evening. His aunty, Mami invited me to the family gathering and celebrated his grandfather's bday. On that particular day, his dad and stepmum was there too.

Everything went smoothly. The foods were awesome. The lamb chop and Beef lasagne marvellous! :)

79 years old.Semoga panjang umur!

Balqis and ....ahhh.i forget the other one.

Look at this!

Mami. She always will gather all of us every month and treat us on great foods!

his bro and gf's

His dad,uncle and grandfather

2011-12-26T23:29:00.002+08:00

Where you get that feeling where you don’t wanna smile or even talk to anyone. where you feel like you hate everyone but you love them to death. but, you just do get that feeling. You don’t know what’s exactly wrong with you, you just know something is wrong but you can’t explain it to somone who wouldn’t or doesn’t understand & you just feel that way but you just hope that the feeling dissapears cause it’s a awful feeling. Yeah. I had that feeling before.

More than anything in a relationship, a woman needs to feel appreciated to be happy. Appreciation is even more important than chocolate or love in a woman’s eyes. Let her know you value all the little things she does for you like doing your laundry, fixing dinner, or leaving you cute notes.

2011-12-23T21:29:00.001+08:00

We began as complete strangers. The unexpected hi from one of us drew us closer. As time went on, we were friends who were interested in one another. With the little flirting on the side, my emotions for you grew from just a simple crush. As I look at you now, I see a reflection of myself. I can’t deny, you’ve became a part of my life, my daily routine.

To be honest, I would have never thought you would mean this much to me when we first met but I’m glad you’ve came into my life. Already, I’m attached to your presence. I have to admit, I love the butterflies I get by the mention of your name, the laughters I’m able to share with you, the late night conversations which keep us awake, and the sweet text messages I receive throughout my day that puts a idiotic smile on my face. It’s one of the gratifying feelings in the world, the way you make me feel, and I can see us becoming something greater, something worthwhile.

But, how about now?

2011-12-21T21:06:00.002+08:00

i have alot of things to say, but when i come here to let out my feelings, i just cant.
Dear GOD, idk how far i can go bearing with all the pains and unhappiness all by myself.He may think i get fuss over small things, but he never know i have been keeping and so patience with him. Do i deserve you? No,he said. I didnt deserve u? you must be kidding me. i have no idea how high is my limit for you . Its all depends on how you treat me. TRUST ME

2011-12-09T02:26:00.002+08:00

If one day i really give up, he will follow the flow instead of doing something to win my heart back.
This is what that came out from his mouth. Which means, he will let me go without putting any effort for our r'ship. That's hurt.

2011-12-07T23:53:00.001+08:00

All she wants is for you to try. To just be there for her whenever she needs you most. To start her mornings with cute messages that had been sent while she was asleep and to end every night to the sound of your voice as “I love yous’” roll off your tongue. Those days and nights where you guys spend hours doing completely nothing but cuddling. Her heart doesn’t have a value or price on it. But it does have rules and expectations you need to go by. She expects you to love her. She wants you to make her your number one priority. She wants you to give her respect and to be loyal within the relationship. She’s your girl, and don’t take her for granted, because I’m sure guys that know they can treat her better are waiting in line. Enough with the games and enough with the fake spit. Don’t give her a hard time for something you have done. Don’t push her away just because you know that you can. One day she’s going to get sick ofeverything and stop chasing.

2011-12-05T01:59:00.002+08:00

You've no idea how hurt is the feeling when someone that you love broke the promise that he/she made. And it happened almost everyday.You kept apologising but the next day,you did again! So,what are you trying to do? Playing around the bush with me? I have been tolerate with your nonsense and ego,but im still here standing upright giving in and let you have the chances. You kept giving me the same reasons and won't do anything.When i blame and pissed off with you,you didnt accept and trying to say that i push everything to you. i let you handle the blame all by yourself. Just straight to the point, who am i to you? If you really have the heart for me, you should have learn your mistake by now. But you didnt! You kept saying tt you regretted and guilty and let me tell you. I REGRETTED FOR GIVING YOU SO MANY CHANCES AND YET I DIDNT RECEIVE ANY POSITIVE SIGNS FROM YOU! We're almost 1 year together,you have been so .....i don't know boy. Stop playing with my heart,please. :'(

2011-11-26T01:21:00.002+08:00

Look at mama and baba..... Errrmmm. wondering what were they talking about..seems like they were talking something funny?? This evening we attended wedding dinner at Hotel RE. Its my paternal's side. Most of the time,my eyes were watery cos witnessing a couple get married with beautiful stories how they met and so on. When one of family member from each side came up to the stage and gave speech, i really couldnt control my tears and emotion. Each of them congrats the couple and hard for them to let the couple go with their own way and styles since they are married.
i can imagine if i get marry in few years. 25? 27? HAHA! dream on. But seriously,I will cry like a baby if i will have to salam both of my parents,hug and kiss them. Same goes to my sister. Leaving ur love ones and stay with ur new love ones is really a challenging path for us.I am a sensitive girl who cry over a small things. Try me. You let me watch a drama with sad ending,bollywood? malay love drama? hahaha. i will cry.
One of the most touching part that happened during the event was both of the bride and groom sang 'Lucky' .. Great! They are malay teachers and have great voice. Sweet and compatible couple.If i get marry to khai ( insyallah....),will he sing and dance for me? HAHAHAHA! Will you,mister? I bet u can do it but you shy to do it..Right??? i know you're funny guy and can make all the people around you smile and laugh. That's why i choose you. xoxo

2011-11-18T21:25:00.002+08:00

School have been so slack for the first 2 weeks but it turn out to be horrible when all the assignment and project come one after another. My attendance is really bad now for Retail Marketing and Lifeskills.These 2 modules are really important for me as it will be graded for the projects. Having team members who are not serious in work will make things incomplete,rushing and kinda pissed off. Thank god, i have been so patience and work with them. I appreaciate and treasure them for whoever they are.
As for work, being in-charge of training department is like being a teacher. Haha. seriously. I have to let my staff study the knowledge menu and chase them to sit for the test. Then at the end of the day,i have to mark the paper and grade them. Feeling teacher2 ahhh. hehehe.

Having someone who have been for you for very long time,make your day with morning and random texts,make you smile without fail,make you feel appreciated,make you feel like a princess and etc. It's really a blessing for me. But, it went off bit by bit. The feeling of give up is there but i believe that i still can endure and hold this for long period. I want to give myself the chance to proof that i'm serious in this r'ship. I dont want to be the old me where i kept hurting the guy's feeling. When this thing happened to me,i dont blame GOD as things happen for reason and this might be a karma for me for what i'd done in the past.Sometime im wondering how the hell i can stay patience for so long and sacrifice alot. In the past , i was ego, so the manja,expect them to listen to me ; when we argued,i raised up my voice and so on. Overall,i was really really a bad gf.

As for today,he have been hurting me so many times.I have been crying alot because of him. I sacrifice alot for him. Yes,i complaint alot about him to my friends but still i will always think the positive thoughts ..Being with him make me become a stronger woman who fights for the love and protect our r'ship. I didnt regret accepting you to be part of my life. I went alot of shits with you,but still keep on going because i believe both of us can do it. I still remember when you said this to me " You're too good to me. You treat me so well and you're the best,sayang." Everytime he said this to me, i smiled so wide and so proud of hearing that.At least i could feel that you appreciate me.

Mister,never ask why i love you,just accept the way i do,and that i will do for the rest of my life.

Even though we are far apart,i love you dearly with all my heart.

2011-10-04T21:16:00.004+08:00

Its October!
Please be good my dear,October..
September was busy month for me. Been busy with shows and pesta raya under my school contract. The trainings were like hell to me but i enjoyed all the dance.

Next post is for shahidah.
if you read this, please get back to me okay.
i just need to know when will you be in spore?
hehe! Miss you badly. Mintak kene hugs and kiss!

2011-09-20T01:12:00.002+08:00

Frankly speaking , i miss our old night conversation where we started and end it with smiles and laughters. But things were all over the place. You've no idea how much i miss you. I will be looking forward for our night convo and shall chit chat for hours. Too bad,each time we talked about some sensitive topics, both of us will be affected. We will get sensitive and mad at each other. You know,our normal topics which can spoil our mood? YES! i may look fine and smiling at everyone,but .... Im trying my best to chill and nt to over-react. I dont want to be self-centered and attention-seeker. you're of the kind. All the way to east side :)
I pray and wish we could last long and always be happy. No bullshits between us.
One more thing, i accept for who you are. But please,promise me learn that things okay. I'm just a human being that have the limit. Insyallah, dengan berkat doa and kesabaran i, i would like to see something that can make go "WOW" .

I love you.
XOXO

2011-07-26T21:12:00.002+08:00

They are my superiors,brothers and sister. Vincent,Xiao Dan and hazirah came from IMM swensens together with me.But the rest are from North Point and Causeway point swensens. I knew them for almost 3 months and the CWP people are going back on August for the opening of the new outlets.How sad it can be. I still remember how akward i was when first time worked with them. Their managements and work styles are different from the IMM's . I was stressed and pressure too cos i have to adapt to the new environment and people. As days passed,i managed to get along with so well and closer. I'm gonna miss them very much. They taught me so many things . They are like me. Part-time supervisor except for Xiao Dan and Nazirah.Too bad i was not there on that day taking pics with them. No more great laughters and crazy jokes with them. No more playing around and sabo each other. No more outing eg karaoke. *sigh* :'( I have gerek managers too. They are going back to CWP. One by one is leaving us. After the CWP people leave, 1 of them going to resign as he's going NS. Why all the gerek people leaving ahhhh? aiyah. No motivation to work,you know.Hopefully We are able to work together one day again. They are like my second family.

2011-07-10T20:08:00.009+08:00

im sorry my dear blog... i was away for so long.sorry to neglect you.
All i can say for today is ''HEEAAVEEEENNNN!!" Why? the only day i stay & rot at home during my school holidays. Alhamdulillah...Muara is over now. I can have my break now.Time to focus more on school,work,family,friends & lastly boyf. I admit that i was really really busy with my dance trainings and work till i dont have time for my family & even those friends that i didnt meet for months.Especially Fuad, Fauzi and oh! my lovely IVB. Sorry for not coming to the bbq thingy.sorry to disappoint all of you.
Guess what ............? i received my very first present for my bday.
Florida bikernstock from my lil sis, ikaa. this is so advance. I like it so much.....thank you,ika :)

Perkumpulan Seni was invited to dance for Muara event on last saturday based on the theme.
The theme was contemparory. I was pressure during the trainings time bcos my dance instructor would gave me the solo part steps. after 2 trainings,he changed his mind and re-edit the steps.He changed it for 4 times. When i think back whats the purpose of him doing that...i think im not good enough or suitable to the dance steps that he gave.the stress mode was at the top level. *sigh*
Overall,i think all of us did the best.I know some of the newbies were struggling bcos they are not use to contemp dance.Some were being annoying,unreasonable,not discipline and lazy.those were days.But ytd was really a wonderful performance.We heard positive and negative comments from the others.but idk as my instructor will tell us on our next training.

Thank you shahidah and love for coming down to support us. SAYANG KORANG DUA....!

Fireworks!! they were having NDP preview.

me on the center of the stage.Trembling .........

tried to maintain ..

sweatinggggg..

2011-06-13T19:28:00.003+08:00

This week will be the last week fof school before school holiday! Im sooooo looking forward to it.Anyway,my course will have another outing for the VSM.This time round will be at Marina Barrage playing kites. The kites are designed by us based on the theme.As for my group,the theme is Futuristic. I can say it's really challenging and have to complete it by this thurs.
I had great weekends with family,love & dancemates. Bbq,games & night cycling.. How i wish it will be 3 days 2 night .Haha! 2 days is not enough as we have alot of things to explore. The best experience was cycled from east coast park all the way to changi village.I cycled the double one with khai. back & forth so we reached at east coast park at 4 plus in the morning. We heard strange noise & smell.
Okay! i have been envy with another a pair of sandal other than Nuabs. Its bikenstock. im wondering how much for this ? i guess it will be aroud 100-120 bucks.

the pics taken over the weekend

at the bedok jetty before we started on our night cycle

those things on our faces were not powder but it was flour.

Happy 8th anniversary, GIRLS! <3 <3

Thanks love for coming down and celebrated with us.

All of us are lookig for our next outing which i think will be USS! YEAHHH!
Anyway,we are performing for Singapore Arts Festival on the 9th july at the Waterfront Esplanade.. Another great performance & meaningful for us :)

2011-06-06T23:20:00.004+08:00

OMG! soooo sexyyyyy.its very comfortable to wear.

i have DSLR.but i really wish to get this one too.I guess if i have this,i will only use during special events or occasions.Only for specials people.

Have been envy of this bag since last month.i dont want to carry my pink bag pack anymore please.The price is affordable.thought of buying it this month but my money is used by other necessary stuffs.willing to buy for me?hehe.

sorry lahh.i cant control with all my temptation here.Anyway,my birthday is in 1 months plus .haha. you got it ? actually there's more of my wish for my bday . i have ALOT of things to get for myself.Unfortunately,my family is not rich.how i wish i have the money to get all this.HOW I WISH!!

2011-05-31T18:05:00.002+08:00

School have been so slacked since last week.I mean the comm @ work module.Since we have the role-play,all of us will stay at the canteen while waiting for our turn to act.I was scheduled to do my role play on last tuesday.Guess what? i still havent go for it.Have been waiting for my CA to call & he waste my time,really.Amost everyday i will rehearse with my partner,salwa..Just in case he call up my name & have to do the role-play.its really annoying.
thank god i have great bunch of mates.They are awesome & make my day each time we see each other.Btw,i have been doing plenty of my art assignment.just imagine,we were given 2-3 days to complete the.Once we handed in, my CA will give us new assignment.he did this to us,bcos we missed alot of his lesson due to the ite outing bounding & public holidays.iissshh
he's being bias too to other class.
here are some of assignment.

this is the most challenging assignment.its a criss-cross sketch.we have to follow exactly the same as the picture that my CA gave to us.

lucky i took dnt.at least there's basic & i can hande it well.

2011-05-05T12:26:00.003+08:00

I have been busy with school,work & dance training.Have been working on weekdays too.Its really tiring.I used to work on weekdays 2 years back.I was taking N level that year & i failed.Thus,i promised myself not to work after that.Learn my mistakes alrd.But since now im in ITE,i think i can manage the time.After so long....I think i shall work on weekends only for my next 2 weeks schedule.Cos i will be having school performance for the graduating students.That mean there will be more dance training.Its not like the secondary school days where my cca will be in the afternoon.For now,my CCA will be from 5pm to 9pm.Roughly i will reach home almost 11pm.It reminds me of Jaluran Seni training.But there was transportation where my friend drove a car & wil sent us back home.This time round i have to go back all by myself by taking train :( & i will be very rushing cos have to iron my uniform & pack my bag.I dont even have time for family,friends & boyf.Sorry guys.

Boyf & i have been 4 months tght.Thats really fast.hehe.Last sunday,we met & celebrated our monthsary.Surprised him by taking the Hippo river cruise & bought him a top from Pull & Bear.I made up stories that the top tt he really wants was no longer on the shelf.haha.He seemed to be very disappointed.As we were on the boat,i took out the top from my bag & gave him.He was stunt & speechless.He really took my words when i was the top was no longer there.hahaha.Prank!we waited for almost 3 hrs at esplanade cos i really want to take the hoppi river cruise durin the night time.I know the the scenery wiould be awesome with the nice building & lights.I feel like we were in other countries.It was our first time taking the ride.

Pictures time.............

waiting for them to alight . So excited.

My DSLR was giving problem that day.

I love you,LOVE

2011-04-13T15:22:00.006+08:00

Well......Today is my 3rd of school.Last day of my orientation thingy. Love the new classmates,class,Class Advisory & the environment.Within these 3 days i learnt alot of things & know my classmates very well.Thank god im not the oldest student there.Pheew! I can say that most of my classmates are like me. They chose this course because they have no choice.Haha.Same case ah. After i went for the talk sessions,i think my course is about the same to dnt.i think so ahh.Seems like its pretty interesting.Oh oh! im in love with my time-table. AWESOME yaw. hehehe.Btw,my cca is malay dance.I really want to sign up a cca that is new to me.trying smth new ah.but im afraid it will only last me for few months.Im worry that my interest for the cca will be a short while.So i decided to follow my heart & passion .So i chose malay dance. We gonna start our lesson tmrrw. We had 2 subjects for this term.
Miss boyf so badly.Last meet session was last saturday.i thought of meeting him tmrrw but he's working at 4am & i end sch at 4pm.So most probably meeting him this friday.alahai.hopefully we can meet ahh.
you are going to see pictures that were taken last friday with my girls. :)

2011-04-09T21:17:00.003+08:00

I'm so happy because within this week i managed to meet all my favourite people.Last thurs i met my primary school mate.She's the only one im still contacting eventhough she has been flying all over the countries due to work.Busy woman,i can say that.Thank god i text-ed her at the right time.So we met & had dinner at Sakura Buffet Internation at the Shaw Plaza.Thanks for the treat too.This girl ahhh.wahhhh.getting more pretty ah.Jealous i.hehe. I guess im meeting her next month? or maybe in 4 months time? haha. Next,ytd met all my GG . whoaaa.kecohhh! Went to sec school to look at the malay dance practices. I shall keep the comment to myself. Today met love.Just for awhile.But hey at least we met ahh.Meeting him next tuesday . & tmrrw im meeting my lovely dancers for my wedding show! Im so excited.its been so long i didnt perform for a wedding show.I shall upload ytd outing's pic on my next post.

Hi MINAH S.I.A <3

shark fin soup. slurrrpp

2011-04-04T01:22:00.003+08:00

Everyday i would like to hear/see your smiles & laughter because it make my day,seriously.But i guess for tonight i fail to do so. I was told not to have those feelings & im trying to control it.Unfortunately,at certain times i couldnt.Im sorry . The feeling of guilty im having till now is in repeating mode. As a girl,i really understand her situation. It can be part of my fault too. If i know all this things at the very beginning,i would not make the decisions. But since my heart is giving chance for you & myself,i go with it. And now,im really happy to have you in my life.You gave me the sparks & happiness that im dying for . I didnt regret with my decision and yet im bless to have you.You're one of the kind . You're different from my exs. Baby,don't worry too much about us.Don't think or blame her for making me in this state. Yes,i feel guilty. Remember what i told you? As long as we have the trust,commitments,communications & honesty,Insyallah everything will be fine.That's all i need from you. I believe in something where if this person belongs to me,it will.But if it didnt meant to be with me,just let it be. From bottom of my heart,im sorry . I didnt mean to hurt you or made you down.

Anyway,dont say all those sentences if you dont mean it even i knew your situation at that point.

I dont feel it in my heart. My heart said " tonight is different from the other nights " You said it for the sake of saying but you didnt put your heart in it. It hurts me so much but dont worry,im used to it.

2011-04-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

Little sister will be away for 4 days.She have to attent the SMA camp at her school,SP to help out the camp for the newbies. I still remember when she firstly went to her SMA camp ,she won the best camper! She lost her voice & turned very dark. HAHA! So as for today,im going conquer our queen bed all by myself. ^^ Have fun sister! see you on monday! dont be naughty ahhhhh. Btw,happy 3rd monthsary to us.I realise that hazirah's & anna's r/s are same as mine.First day of the month. Met khai for awhile.Accompanied him to Pasir Ris for his new ez-link card then headed to City Square Mall for our dinner.Thanks to wan & syam for the free meal.I got free meal ahhhhh.haha.Thanks to them. I couldnt stay longer as i had malay dance practice as per normal at cc at 8pm.So rushed & tadaaaa! they liked my new hair cut.They argued among each other because some of them said i look like my big sis but the others said i look like my lil sis. Watever it is,we still look alike.haha! 3 of us have short hair. okay bye! nothing to say :) Take care. sayonara!

2011-03-30T23:58:00.002+08:00

If you ask me how many times my heart has been broken,then i ask you to look up at the sky one night and count the stars.

I took so long to have the courage to tell you what i have been going through. I'm sorry for breaking up the promise . I know i shldnt keep to myself & didnt tell you the problems.But it was hard. Finally i managed to tell you everything. I really hope after this,no shit from you.

You know what,the more i stayed away from you,the more i realised how much i love you.

2011-03-19T23:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 19th MUHD KHAIRIL BIN MUHD NIZAM!
May you have truckloads of happiness.
I love you not for what you are,but for what i am with you.
You came into my life and made it better.Now i have a reason to live and that reason is because i love you.
I put my whole heartedly on the mini 'project' just for you,my dear.
i hope this is the best ever gift you ever had.
I love you.

2011-03-13T19:04:00.002+08:00

Last monday met Sirin & went to town.Window shopping even though we have money with us.Just that we need the money for other stuffs.So we reminded each other to take a look & leave the shops.Dont buy anything.haha.Good uh.Hopefully on the 8th april she will join us for the girls's gathering.

After waiting for 8 days,we met.like FINALLY ahhhhhh.so went to catch a movie at ILUMA BUGIS.Watched My Ex : Haunted Lover. We sat 2nd row from front.Khai asyik istigfar when we watched the movie bcos there were too much shocking scenes.I just couldnt help it & laughed at him.
Dinner at Jtown.Had my Bihun Bakso.Craving for that since last friday since my dancemates have been talking about the foods.Oh ya! The cheese martabak too.yum yum.So after the dinner we walked from Somerset @313 all the way to Dhoby Ghaut.It was like 20 mins walk.We took pics,talked & talked until at one time i started to feel emotional.
The reason was,i was sad to leave him & have to wait for at least a week to meet again.It have been this way so many times.We are not like other couples where they meet 3-4 times a week.For us,we will meet 1 week after.I cant stand the feeling cos im missing him so badly.There was a time where his prepaid low & have to wait for his calls or msg-es.i couldnt get through him.For days he reached home at 1 plus in the morning cos he lost his house key & have to wait for his brother finished work & sent his gf back home.It was really really hard for me to handle.Thank god im working almost everyday & it occupy my times & mind.Unfortunately,even im at work,i will still remember him & reflashed back all the great moments we had tght when we went for dates.*sigh*
This is an obstacles for me to go through & its very challenging due to our long distant.He stays east area & i stay west area.He's having his school holiday now but still we have diff time to meet cos im working & he does.Im looking forward on every sat or sun to meet.
I realise my love for you is getting stronger & i can't leave without,dear. :(

My Ex: Haunted Lover
Rate: 3.5 / 5

2011-03-07T11:22:00.002+08:00

Its already march. Means that im left with a month before school starts.
Spent my last weekend on working & wedding event .
Last saturday worked for 12 hrs cos not enough staff. so worked from 9am-9pm.
Thought of going home straight so i can talk with khai on the phone but kak ida called & ajak me to bt timah for karaoke.while they were waiting for the karaoke room,they played pool.I really want to play pool badly but i cant bcos baby iman was sleeping on my arms.After an hour of waiting,we mamaged to get a room. whooaa. abang atip really high uh.dangdut smue keluar.& i was like 50-50 awake..ended ard 1.15 in the morning.by the time i checked my hp,there were 6 missed calls from khai.OOPSS.sorrryy,dear.hehe
Sunday morning woke up early cos have to go to tampiness for my sepupu's wedding ..
Parents have been there since 9.My sisters & i took our sweet time to get ready.Booked a cab since we had difficulty in getting cab especially at my area.
Everything went smoothly.Amin.

Today i take off cos im meeting sirin later..Miss the girl so badly.But too bad today cant stay up late cos she's working morning shift tmrrw.

I miss the GG & khai :( <3

2011-02-24T22:16:00.004+08:00

AAAHHHHHH!!! 2 more days to the JALURAN SENI SHOW! Excited but at the same time nervous yaw. I really cant wait to perform infront of 400 people & eyes will be on us..
DAG DIG DUG DAG DIG DUG!
Its been 3 months we have been practicing this dance & i tell you,it can kill me badly. The mental & physical.The strength & the endurance really play important part.
I find it that this dance is really a challenging one but unique. Its a 15 mins contemp dance.Not Easy ah. Okay,i shall finish up my fishball that ika bought for me from pasar malam & going to call khai before off to bed cos i have to be at bb east cc by 9am for my dance training.Then at 3pm i must be at UCC for our last rehearsal.

:D

2011-02-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hello wonderful people out there.
My weekend burnt just like that.Spent my quality time with my dancers.
yeahh.have been dancing for the past 3 months for this grant Jaluran Seni show.
It will be at at UCC on the 26th Feb.We left with less than a week to the show & i can say that our dance is not completely done & perfect cos the musician can only managed to play the music today.Just imagine,the other groups have been dancing with the live music since last week but for our group started like today? alot of amendments to do.
For today,we came to cairnhill cc at 3pm.practice all the way at the basketball court.kept re-do the steps just to make everything nice & went smoothly with the live music.Till my toe on the right leg have ONE BIG BLISTERS. The pain is so unbearable. :(
half way dance could feel the pain but i still continue dance bcos dont want to be the spoiler.haha.
Tmrrw work at 12 pm. I really need to do smth with my toe bcos i will be working & standing for 5 hrs.Plus wearing shoes to work. goddamit !
Will be having dance training everyday starting tmrrw except thurs. & im working from monday to thursday. GOD! i feel bad...bcos i dont have time for khai.
didnt meet him at all for this week & im missing him so badly...i just cant wait to get over all this thing so i can spend quality time with him before i start school in april.

Sorry love for neglecting you but i know you have been supporting me all this times & understand me so much.thank you so much for being an understanding boyf ;)

Ombak dancers! wait.the girl in red dress is not .
Balek time...thank god ade abg driver!

this is the blister that im talking about :(

2011-02-13T02:00:00.003+08:00

When i say sorry,i really mean it.
When you see me starting to cry,hold me & tell me everything gonna's be alright.
When i ignore you,give me your attention.
When im quiet,ask me what's wrong.
When i push you or hit you,grab me & dont let me go.
When im mad & i walked away from you,follow me.
If i didnt text you,its because im waiting for you to text me.
When i say i love you,dont doubt.i mean it

2011-02-08T12:57:00.005+08:00

I dont feel like working today.Body aching badly cos ytd did fountain.its been so long alrd i didnt do fountain and ytd was abit hell to me.Thank god today i work at 5pm.At least i can rest abit longer before off to work.
Btw,thanks love for coming down all the way to bukit batok to meet me & sent me off to work..Hugged him when i saw him.Its been 2 weeks long we didnt meet.I became happy girl after that. (Y)
Last week,we had a very long break due to the cny celebration.Last saturday,my house had this family gathering.In the afternoon,dad's side came and they left in the evening.Then late evening,mum's side came.There were lots of foods & ohh! luckt draw to.Thanks to abg mat for organising this thingy.i can tell you,its really2 kecoh ttm.My cousin brought Yu Sheng too.Sekali-sekale step jadi org cina.hahaha.
enjoy the pics.

father's side.byk budak kecik.

cousins who im close to.

Riezyan Danish.he have 4 dimples!

Stand-by!

START! (me not in the pic cos i was the photographer for tt day -.- )

Happy girl! She was the one who brought this.

Abg mat ( MC for the tt day)

DIOR!!! ^^

Orang rumah(my dad) started the lucky draw.

He picked my no. ! 10th place

hahaha.kene interview

oh lalala

my neighbour

mum dapat jgk.

Kakak got the first prize.

karaoke time...........!

I carried this girl and my cousin's friend asked me this "how old is ur daughter?"

-.- !!! do my face look so old and are we look alike? hahaha.

looking forward this thursday.Outing with my cousin...Only for ladies.No husband or bf is allow to tag along :)

2011-02-01T17:17:00.002+08:00

hi bby! happy first monthsary to us.HAH!Just a month,no big deal to them but to me i find it cute. I love you,cinta.

So its confirm i wil be at ITE Bishan with seri.Hey! another company.Thank God.pheww!
I have wait for another 1 week & 5 days to meet him.So total wil be 2 weeks & 5 days = 19 days.
Whoaa.Its okay,jauh di mata tapi dekat di hati.Aiseyman~~~ :)
Singapore have been raining for the past few days.Nice weather to stay at home.Hopefully when i meet him,no rain but a simply cool weather pls.

I need to get bathe now cos i havent wash up & its alrd 5.25pm.^^
Meeting my big sis later.
take care reader.
May god bless all of you.
xoxo

2011-01-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

Thank GOD receive my pay today.Done with the bill. My hp bill & dslr loan.Gave mum a few hundred bucks.& now have to push aside for my ezlink,prepaid & savings..This month i have to start saving so i can get what khai wants for his bday ^^

I miss my dancemates badly.Pics above were taken at Sarawak during our trips.shld i come down to school next wed to help out my juniors?i shall see first then.

2 hrs ago received call from khai.he had his street soccer match earlier on.Final & they got 4th in place.I shld come down to TP & support him kan.but aiyah.i cant cos i promised mum to clean up my room.OH! he injured his left wrist and it's swollen :O hopefully he recover asap cos cant bare to see him in pain.
okay chaos!

take care,reader.

2011-01-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

I shall update my blog now while waiting for khai's call.
just came back from town with sirin..it was last minute plan.accompanied her to Funan to get his bf perfume for his bday.Then off-ed Penin to get their monthsary gifts.Next to Raffles Place.Bought another gift .She spent 100+ just for a day :O
Babe,next time must accompany me to get his bday gift tau :)
Survey those things that he want for his bday and i've decide what to buy for him.eventhough the price is like WHOAAA :O .... im still gonna get for him.
I guess he's asleep now..Yesterday didnt managed to talk on the phone with him cos i was sleeping the whole day after i came back from work at 5pm.
I got this habit whereby each time i work opening and end work at 5pm,i will straight away go to my bed and boooommm. SLEEP! i will wake up the next morning.jia lat!
When i realised my lil came back from work,its already 11 plus pm.so text him & apologised for not calling or texting him cos i was sleeping.
and today it happen to him.nahhh. its okay. i understand that.
take turn ahh. haha.
another rest day for me tomorrow.shall clean up my room since im having family gathering next week.Close cousins will come over to my house.Another routine for our family .every month we will gather..That mean there will be food fiesta happening in my house.Yea..cant wait for that.

btw,the pic above was taken last saturday.Mr Supandi treat his students Seoul Garden for getting Distinction(MT) for our 2nd attemp.He alrd promised us to treat whoever get the score.I think he forgot about it but too bad....all of us had reminded him abt the treat.no hide & seek pls.

okay,enough said.
shall update again about my new school ahh. :/

2011-01-21T22:20:00.002+08:00

TGIF! A.W.E.S.O.M.E .......................................

i shld be at cc now for my dance training but i dont feel good so skip them.

Shall go the next training which is tmrrw at cairnhil cc..Im left with less than a month to the major performance.*sigh* still got long way to go.Totally not ready for the show.what do you expect,we are the first one to perform after the opening show..and i will be the first one to do the solo part. *slap forehead*But hopefully everything will be fine.Insyallah.

Mum is no longer working.She needs job asap & i pity her.*sigh* Even dad & big sis are working,i dont think its gonna help .Cos we are having financial problems.Mum asked me not to further up my studies & work like sister.Nahh.I need my education,mum.i cant go anywhere with my bad result..unless i convert to full-time supervisor at my workplace..tsk..

but bit assured,ALLAH will help us .insyallah.

Babe,it was nice chatting with you.Dont worry,im neither mad nor hate you .. I can feel you..Its hard to move on with someone who you really love..Just remember what i said to you.Listen to your heart and be strong.I'm sure there is someone out there who is better & more compatible with you. cheer up,girl!

2011-01-16T13:40:00.009+08:00

Hello sunday!
Im on my bed now.Havent bathe but alread had my breakfast. :)
Im working at 5pm later & im super duper lazy to go.why? cos im having my pms,tired,body aching due to ytd dance training.
How do i spent my saturday?well,i spent with my loved ones.
In the morning,i met Khai.Eh,wait..Not morning ahh.but actually we planned to meet for breakfast but in the end both of us were late & met at 12 instead.HAHA.expected alrd.
So we met at Little India & had prata for breakfast! Proceed to Nex Mall.
The mall is so huge & i think even we spend the whole day in the mall,we couldnt complete the route.
It's about the same size as JP.He bought Iphone casing for his aunt & he spent so much time choosing them till the china sales girl got frustrated & beat his hand.HAHA!
Since my dance training start at 3pm,we couldnt walk around the mall & have to be thr by 3pm.
Overall,i had a great time with babylove even we spent for only 3 hrs..
See you on tuesday,bby!

Those pictures were taken during our class outing.

Picnic at wcp.

2011-01-06T23:04:00.009+08:00

3 more days to the O LEVEL RESULT :O
excited but at the same time im scared & worry.Who knows i cant make it to poly and all my effort just escape like tt. *sigh*
Tawakal je lah.
So,what is my resolution for 2011?
Well,i want to be the best girlfriend for khairil.Secondly,be the best daughter for my parents.
Be a good company & always be there for my friends & cliques.No more skipping schools or lessons..Be more responsible person.
Thanked to the MAN above,ALLAH,for giving me the chance to see the world again.AMIN.
GOODBYE 2010 AND HELLO 2011 ! :)
Please be a good one .

and how i celebrated my new year?
I celebrated with the GG and also celebrated ellisa's belated bday.Plan failed but still managed to surprise her. ^^

2010-12-13T20:08:00.006+08:00

HELLO ^^
Life have been good.Have been working 6 days everyweek.
Tiring but need $$ badly for some stuffs.Okay,next month is O level result :O
fast uh? Can i dont come to school & get my result?i want everybody leave the school first & im the only one get the result.Yes,there will be only me & my form-teacher?Can? -.-
Im getting EAGLES AWARD.YEAHH BABY! Alhamdulillah,rezeki...Amin ^^
I promised shidot to upload the prom night pictures here.SO finally i did.
sorry for taking me sweet time,babe.

2010-11-27T00:36:00.002+08:00

im totally BROKE NOW.like serious shit ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!

I hate when my ezlink & pre8 are low..I dont even have any money with me now.yes,NOW

I worked from 11-6pm & then FOC did fountain since fauzi was there to teach me.But when time to go home,i realised my ezlink was low.Called fauzi asked whether he have any money with me.

Unfortunately,half way of the convo,my pre8 low.both of us were broke.I have 2 plans in my mind tt moment.Either i walk home from jurong east int or call my sis to pay for my taxi fare first.-.-

So i decided to call ika & asked her to pay for me first.thank god she have money with her.

SUEY UH.tk suker !

Btw,prom night was A.W.E.S.O.M.E All the babes & dudes looked really great,hot & pretty.

I love to see them dressing up.Once in a life time uh.The dance floor was tip top too.But the guys were moshing in the middle of dance floor.spoiler uh krg.The DJ played club songs. Thumbs up.

Thank you SL for making the night memorable.Worth it :)

time to sleep now.

Gonna wake up at 7 later for work.

yeah,i have no life lah.work,home,work home..

i feel like enroll driving license.shld i? haha.

goodnight,peeps

2010-11-25T13:24:00.003+08:00

I had my off days yesterday & today.
Ytd went all the way to Tampiness to fetch love from school.But before we left,accompanied him did his assignment.Thank god i studied DNT & i helped him with those circuits & electronics stuffs.
I was surprised cos i cld still remember the components' name,like capacitors & resistors.
It was raining heavily last evening.tsk.wrong timing lahh.
had our dinner at Mcdonalds then off-ed to his house to put his stuffs.
So that night,we took train but diff journey.He went to Sengkang & i went to home sweet home.

Im done with my nails.I painted them red using THE FACE SHOP.
FYI,i havent bathe.hahaha.shall wait ard 4 plus then iim going to shower.
SHAHIDAH IS COMING TO MY HOUSE LATER! JYEAHHH!
She's going to help me out with my hair since im going prom tonight.
I hope everything will run smoothly.Please please.Dont ruin our night,people.

2010-11-22T23:29:00.006+08:00

HELLO !!

Guess what,2 more days to PROM NIGHT !! OH LALA..
The theme is Hollywoood.It will be held at NUS GUILD HOUSE.

I hope its better than Concord hotel ehh. Haha..I paid 60 bucks for it.
I really want to win the lucky draw badly lahh.Please Please.....Insyallah eh. heee!

1st prize 2 tix to Universal Studio.

2nd,polaroid camera

3rd,ipod shuffle

4th & th rest,GV movie tickets.

I really wish i cld get the 1st,2nd & the 4th one.HAHA.COnfirm best.^^

My days are packed with works & outing with friends.

Last thurs,met the GG & went to town.We had window shopping for prom night.As per normal,there would be always stupid & lame jokes by the girls.FULL OF CRAPS !

But they are still the best & so the kecoh.

Last sunday,met love.We planned to watch megamind but tix were sold out.

He was really sad cos he really want to watch it badly.Haha.Next time lahh.

So,we bought unstoppable tix.At one time,he fell asleep & i woke up him cos i dont want him to miss one of the best scene.

I really had fun on my weekends cos i got to meet my close cousins last saturday for BBQ & met love.Alhamdullilah.

2010-11-16T23:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday mark the date of not seeing each other for a month.
My wish is to see him today but he told me he's nt free.Okay,that's fine.
Surprisingly my wish comes true bcos we met after he picked me up from work.

Oh LALALALALA.I think im the most happy girl in the world when i saw him outside my workplace.

The feelings was,unexplainable.seriously,i was speechless when he was right infront of me.

Thanks,love for tarvelling from east side to jurong just to see me.

Basically,tuesday was an awesome day for me.Bad things happened in the morning just for awhile.
Good things came by.Im blessed for going through this by my own.AMIN.

Works have been good.Just that,you know when the supervisor instruct or say smth to the staffs,they will talk back to us or argue back.This is the new version of my IMM swensens staffs.

*sigh*

Im so excited for the GG outing.another sunset view with the girls.Murni,if you read this,i wish i cld be there for you,babe.i can feel what you are going through.Just remember this,its an obstacles for you & him to go through.every r'ship wil have the ups & down.You cant run away from all this.you have to be strong to face the reality.

Meet you soon,MURNI,SIRIN,ELLISA & SERI.

XOXO

2010-11-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

I'M PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT O LEVEL IS OVER.

Hip Hip HOORAAAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! YES! Finally...

All i can say that i did my best alrd & alhamdulillah everything went smoothly.

There was one or two days of the papers were quite challenging for me bcos there were always be rocky path for me to go through.It got to do with family & personal matters.

i cant deny that things were so complicated but i managed to go through this with my GIRLS.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE FOR ME.

I owe the GG smth ;)

Now im looking forward for work & spend more time with family,friends,love & myself too.

i need a breaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!! Like seriously shit uh.

Will find a suitable day to get rid all my books & files.They make my room untidy & bersepah mcm kandang lembu.Tsk.

My body is aching all over.Cos i went for my dance training just now.Its been so long alrd.I think almost a month i didnt move & shake2 my body.muscle cramp now.
This time round the trainings will get tougher cos i will be performing for jaluran seni next year.

:O excited aahhhhh.

okay,people.

I really need to sleep now.

Goodnight

XOXO

2010-10-31T21:36:00.002+08:00

I had an outing with my 2 sisters.just 3 of us..Usually either one of us is not free but this time round,complete.Accompanied big sis to bugis street.She bought alot of things for herself.
Envy. she spent 90 over bucks in a day . Orang kejer dpt OT.biaser uh! -.-
Then met ikaa & headed to vivo city for our dinner & MOVIE!
YES! finally,i watched a movie after for so long..I was waiting for my O level to finish & i can jolly well catch movies with friends.But big sis wanna treat us so i said yes immediately.
We watched Paranormal Activity 2. story line was slow & thanks for the sounds effect,it made me stay awake.phhewww.

6 more papers to go & I WILL BE FREE.
So far,all the papers were manageable.But i did alot of careless mistakes for my chemistry paper.*sigh* gonna do well for my bio then.

2010-10-22T12:05:00.002+08:00

Science practicals sucks to the max. *sigh* Especially biology.
Weather in s'pore sucks too.People have been complaining & fall sick.
Please lessen your outdoor activities & drink plenty of plain water,okay.

Have to endure 3 more weeks before im freeeeeeeeeee from this shitty O levels.
Im so gonna work my ass out to get what i want & need.I want to give mum money as much as i can cos things have nt been good lately.
I wanna spend more time with love & girlfriends especially Sirin & Shahidah.
I miss them badly.

2010-10-09T00:25:00.002+08:00

12 more days to O LEVEL SCIENCE PRACTICAL & 16 more days to O LEVEL PAPERS!!
Sianz~ i really cant wait for my last paper which is on 12th nov.
I need people to motivate me to study.I need them to support & encourage me too.
And i need some people to study together with me so that i can give my full concentration.
I really cant study at home cos there are laptop,computer,tv & bed . As if they are calling me to play with them. Decided to study outside next week alone or with friends.Sacrifice everything that i love to do for the sake of this O LEVEL..YES! I SHOULD DO THIS! NO MORE EXCUSES.

2010-09-30T14:42:00.003+08:00

Im so in love with my new time-table.Lessons start on 0915 instead 0745.
That mean i can wake up 1 hr later .But i dont feel like coming on friday cos we have 1 hr break & 2 subject to study.That's it. Finish school at 1145 am -.-
Isnt that wasting of my time.I would rather stay at home & do self-revision.
Prelim result is out.I got back all my papers.Well,i did badly for my Humans & biology.
The rest are average.Im happy but not satisfied with my maths papers.I improved alot.
From single digit for my mid-year paper,i managed to improve by more than 30 marks.
I think if i put more effort & more revisons,i can get C6 for my maths.

Last 2 days,the girls & i celebrated sirin's 18th bday in advanced.So i called her to meet me at CCK int to accompany me to Lot 1.Since she didnt come to school,my job was pretty easy to handle.I planned to blind fold her & made her walk to CCK park.Everyone of us played a part.I really enjoyed myself on that.the girls(exclude me) did something silly.I do have the evidence with me.I didnt manage to get something for her except the card & our pictures together.Oh! we shared money & bought her head scarfs.

here you go,the pictures!

KALAHKAN BIRTHDAY GIRL!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

2010-09-20T14:40:00.002+08:00

SPOT ME? hahaha.
This was taken by Qistina's camera at Mr Supandi house last saturday.
Foods were nice except for the drinks. "Air Paip" -.-
Mr Supandi had open house so he invited his students to come.
Next to the girls houses & it was not my day.My heels gave me problems.Not blister but the heels mintak kene cabot.I couldnt walk properly. *sigh* Mood down.
Last house was sirin. i had fun cos me & seri karaoke together with Sirin's sis.
Blast the music! & her neighbour was totally irritating & annoying.
Bungkos uh ! macam paham je nyanyi lagu Lady Gaga. tsk3.

You make me feel this way.
Thank you.

2010-09-14T17:12:00.004+08:00

second day of the week.

I woke up late this morning.I have been sleeping late due to revisions.

Set alarm at 5.30 am.I snoozed for so many times until it didnt give out any sounds

I remembered i set my alarm clock that the snooze for 5 times only. sigh. gendeng sak!

I was so fucking worried this morning cos i didnt finished up my revsion on chem.

Left with 3-4 topics.Rushed like a mad girl & studied along the way.

Hows your first day raya,people?

Well,i really enjoyed myself . FOODS & COllECTION :)

Satisfied on tt day.

2nd & 3rd day of raya stayed at home since relatives came to my house.

Mood spoil when found out monday was our prelim paper till end of this month.
sian! im looking forward for supandi's open house & class raya outing

2010-08-24T20:01:00.002+08:00

I am disappointed in my MT O level result.I got B3 for the paper & distinction for oral.
Well,surprisingly i did well for my oral.Even though i was the last candidates on that day,i managed to give the best & talked as much as i can.I remembered that both of my N level mt result were both merit.I didnt expected to get it & even my form teacher was surprised that i can talk alot since he knows that i didnt talk much in class.Dont judge the book by its cover eh!
syukur alhamdullilah.I decided to retake my MT as teachers & ikaa have been asking me to retake. There will be higher chance to get As.
& this afternoon i took my O Level English Oral & i was the first candidates.Everything went smoothly but i did alot of mistakes during reading.Wrong pronouncation.*sigh*

Stay tune with more exciting stories from me.
;)

2010-07-28T20:48:00.002+08:00

You are trying to test on our patience uh?

You are trying to repeat that fucking stupid job,isnt it?

You love to see us in this situation,right?

FINE! GO AHEAD,YOU MF!

You even deny of doing all that stuffs.

CB.PEGI MAMPUS UH KAU!

2010-07-25T19:37:00.003+08:00

i was really busy through out the weekends.

Saturday night i spent on sleeping.im not kidding.i reached home at 7 from work.

I straight away lie on my bed witout changing & take off my contact lense.

Open-ed my eyes & realised it was alrd 5.30 in the morning.Jia lat !

This morning met dance mates & off-ed to Yishun for the wedding show.

I dont have enough time to rest & my revision :(

2010-07-15T21:59:00.006+08:00

I really had fun on my birthday.Thanks to all my girlfriends cos they made my day!
I am really touched & appreciated .They knew that i had bad days due to some issues.
They sang birthday songs for 5 times.They surprised me with the cakes.
Everyone including strangers joined the songs.AWESOME!
Thanks dad & mum for the treat.I have been craving for black pepper crab & i had that yesterday .Had feast after fetched ikaa from the cruise.
The best gifts i ever had are those people who have been there for me espically KIMO.
sayang kau many2.Sirin! you are really a great actress uh.& thanks for the fucking huge balloon.bcos of you,i felt like everyone's eyes were on me & the balloon.even my teachers were jealous.
i shall let you guys see the balloon from sirin.
Sampi nak naik bus pon leceh.Malu giler!

so how is it? haha.amazing uh.

I thought my cats will stare at this thingy & maybe play with the balloon.

but i know my cats are very good & obedient one.haha.they know that they are not allowed to touch it .haha.

muke satu2 penat sia.maklumlah ended school at 5pm.

But still have the energy to make it happening.

2010-07-11T16:46:00.004+08:00

Ika will not be at home for 4 days.SHe is now at the cruise with her schoolmate for the school trip.
Star cruise oi.saper tknk kn.She will drop by Phuket & Penang for shopping.Hope she will get smth for me.Currently im alone at home.After sent ika to Harbourfront cruise centre,Parents went to Tampiness to meet aunties.Big sis to JP to meet her boyfie.I headed to WM to get smth for myself.
I cant wait for tonight.Gonna meet Shidot for the last time before she go for her training at SIA.Gonna miss this little buncit. :)
School starts tmrrw.& also the night study.2 more days to MT O LEVEL.3 days to my birthday ^^
No bday party this year cos i dont feel to have one.btw,i love surprises.So,please surprise me with lovely gift aite.^^ no shame.

Before ika left,she wanted to exchange her laptop with my DSLR.kesian nye pasal,i let her bring my dslr.
this was what i did after she left her latop to me. :)

2010-07-04T23:47:00.003+08:00

I spent my weekend very well.Fri after school went JP with Sirin & her love to watch movie,Eclipse.Saturday morning worked then headed to Marina Square to meet sisters & her bf for our dinner.We had Manhattan Fish.It was my first time tried their foods.Well,the foods are kinda nice & affordable.Most of the foods are sour & creamy due to the sauce they used.Actually it was my advance bday treat from Abg Salleh & at the same time celebrated their anny.
They exchanged the gifts infront of me & ikaa.Kite ni da mcm busybody gtu.haha.nk paisey2 plak drg.ABg salleh gt Puma watch from sis while she received FOSSIL WATCH from her bf.
WTF? FOSSIL siaaaa...biler aku nye turn? ishh aku pon nk watch.
& today went out with sirin to watch movie again.This time Toys Story 3 .Got the tix first then to Lucky plaza for our lunch/dinner.AYAM PENYET.Finally,after craving for so long.To bugis to get my jeans.Ohh.I thiught if having ice cream at swensens cineleaure.My dear etiqa was kind enough to give us FOC.haha.thanks babe.
After movie,we took the bus separately.Gonna meet sirin & her bf again tmrrw for study.

This is sooooo nice!am in love with the sauce.

we had combo meal.but i find it sour.

this too.

surprised!the brownie was super delicious than swensens.

thanks for the surprise & sis had prepared to bash me with the fudge.
*look at her finger*

Thanks for it,sisters! WO AI NI.

2010-06-29T21:58:00.002+08:00

School have started.New time table was given on the first day of school.
Lesson are cut down into 30 mins.No more 35 mins.So that mean recess will be the same timing too.Lesser time to spend on food.Erghh!
But the good new is my lesson will end very early.Most of the days i end at 1 plus.
So i will have plenty time at home.I able to go back early & have short nap before i start on my revision.
This time round,no more playing & be lazy.I really have to buck up & discipline myself.
i really need to work my ass off espically on my weakest subjects.But at the same time,im nervous since prelim is around the corner.

Yesterday,IMM swensens had a gathering supper with the staffs.
So we headed to Newton Food Centre & had seafoods.It was a farewell to Maam Yoyo as she is leaving us & will be going USQ.Today is her last day but i didnt manage to see her.sadded.
One of my gerek manager cos she is nice to everyone.She have cute voice & face expressions.
Even she is veryy short & small,i salute her.She is capable in doing anything.im going to miss her! GOODBYE Ma'am! Hope to u see again.

2010-06-17T13:58:00.003+08:00

Sentosa with the girls were so fun.
We had sun-tanning too. The feeling was so syiock.I got to relax when lying down on the sand & sun was pretty good even it was raining in the morning.
Unfortunately,Murni was not with us.Sayang sey. *sigh*
Im uploading the pics now at fb.
Everyone is out except me.Actually im going work later at 4.& i havent bathe.Hehe.
Finally,i watched Karate Kid with my geng yang kaki

This morning i dreamt of smth which i find out very weird.I dreamt there was an engagement ceremony at my house.The funny part was i was the one who is getting engage with someone.But i did not know who i smy partner.. & during the ceremony,everything was so rushing including me.Boleh buat comedy drama uh.Serious.lol

Yesterday,big sis talked smth with me & it really hurt me alot.
fyi,im the only one who is still in secondary school.Lil sis had graduated & now in SP.
Parents were struggling to pay her school fees & the laptop too cos our family are not eligible to get free laptop & so on.So mum said if i fail my O,she want me to work full-time.She dont want me to continue on my studies.Sad uh? Yes,it is.When i heard that,i cried.Parents need money so badly until she want me to work asap so that we can lighten her burden.
GOD,im in dilemma now.Whether i should listen to them & work after my O or should i continue on my studies?I pity them cos our school expenses can cost alot but how about my future?Dont they tink so?I really want to get diploma so that i can get a better job & support my faimly.
I really hope they can understand me.I could support by myself when i graduate from my school like how im doing now. Erghhh!

2010-06-15T09:31:00.002+08:00

I woke up at 7.30in the morning just to cook my fried rice for my sentosa outing with the girls.
Half way done,it was raining heavily. CB
So received text from ellisa,it will be postpone in the afternoon.
I should just continue my sleep uh.But Sirin is coming over.So i have to stay awake as anytime she can arrive here.

OH!i have make a tumblr for myself.
Should update it as much as i can .
http://touch-and-go.tumblr.com

:)

2010-06-11T16:06:00.003+08:00

Watching Music Bank at the KBS world .& upload pics in FB.
Stay at home today cos i have been staying up late for days.Now,i want to rest as much as i can.
Went to school for my dnt artefact.Yet i havent complete them.Most of the days went to work straight from school.
Last tuesday,after work went to celebrate Fuad's bday.
Most of them cannot make it so left me,liting & Etiqa.Fuad did not have any idea that etiqa came to surprise him.It worked! Etiqa & bf left first.S0 we decided to play pool at Bt Timah.
Ended around 4 plus in the morning.Had our breakfast at Macd & took the bus ard 7 plus.
Yesterday after worked went io Jurong Safra to play pool again.I tink fuad & i are addicted to the game uh.reached home ard 3 in the morning.Got scolded from both parents. =.= watever.
As long as i didnt use their money,its fine to me.

Oh ya.A good friend of mine are attached now.
Haiqal,last long with Nadiah :)
Dont repeat ur mistake again & think before u say.

2010-06-07T13:53:00.003+08:00

I have been using comp & laptop almost everyday.But still im lazy to update my blog.Since i gt nothing to do,i shall post about my planned last saturday with family & cousin.
There was birthday party for my nephew.He turned 1 yr so his mum decided to make a mini party.A simple one will do.
Before the party,i went to Hazeeq's sis wedding which actually is my teacher from my school.Dunearn teachers were all over the places & i played hide & seek with them.Obviously i was trying to avoid some of them cos i skipped 3 days from the D&D camp.
Dunearn student were there too.Eventually the guys were playing kompang for the couple.After we had our meals,i headed to clementi.
Foods were awesome.Makan puas-puas.^^

Anywany,im looking forward for tmrw.will be celebrating Ad's bday.

Kung Fu Style.

SLURPP!

1 family.

ni 2 kecik da pandai pakai Iphone.mentang2 mak bpk own it.

yg kt tengah tu,kesian.dpt tgk je.

Joget yok!

2010-05-28T00:16:00.002+08:00

I just came back from Yew Tee CC.

We had dance practice with some schools.In order to prevent any miscomunication,we danced with the live music by the Sri Mahligai group.

It ran smoothly & ended early.Mr Supandi treat some of us pepsi which he bought at the Pizza Hut.Since he wanted to treat us supper,we proceed to Yew Tee Shopping Centre for KFC.Hahaiii.kenyang babe.Rugi sape2 yg balek dulu.

Lepak-ed for awhile.Had some puffs before took the train.

I thought Sarawak was my last performance but suprisingly we are invited to perform this saturday show.Im sooooo excited about it :)

I hope things go smoothly.

Enough said,i need to sleep asap.

tmrrw im working the whole day.

I need new watch

2010-05-25T21:48:00.003+08:00

Outing with Sirin & Ahhbean was superb .

Those scenery pics were taken by me.I guess there are room of improvement for me.I need to work it out to capture great pictures.

Mid year result was sucks.I passed 2 subjects only.There will be Meet Parents Session this thurs.Text-ed big sis to come down to school instead of asking my parents.

Play safe uh.Fortunately she didnt ask many Qs.So she agree to come & meet my teacher.

6 MORE DAYS TO O LEVEL MT PAPER!

damnn! im not fully prepare for this.Im just looking forward for this saturday karya ajer :)

2010-05-20T14:04:00.002+08:00

This was taken at Sarawak.We shared the room together & do you see a toy in sirin's hand?She bought that 1 day before we went off to sarawak.She said the toy is really cute & made a sound effect.=.= She even brought it to sarawak to keep her company.haha!Sharing the room with her was hilarious.
Sorry,babe.Just a random post.

NAB! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU? I think we should go for photoshoot ...& of cos with your dear sirin lahh.& please be good.Sorry i didnt reply ur text.I was working.I will see you tmrrw aite.

There will be show this saturday & next saturday.

For next saturday,i will be peforming for the karya thingy.

Please come down & support us.You may get the tix at the Yew Tee CC office or get from me.The tix will cost you $5.

Im really disappointed with my Mid-year result. :'(

Did badly for my maths & sci.Arghhh! the teachers have alrd started to look down on me.FCUK!

I really did my best.I have alrd prepare myself in case my parents need to come down to school to meet my teacher.

*sigh*

i have so much plan on this coming june holiday.Obviously the first 2 weeks i have to go to school for my D&D camp.

Sentosa outing,Sushi dates & S'pore zooooooo. Huhu

2010-05-14T16:07:00.003+08:00

My so called TTM (that's what he said,Haha!) sent me a message ytd.

Why MEN need woMAN cause

woMAN has MAN in it.

MRs has MR in it.

feMALE has MALE in it

sHE has HE in it

mADAM has ADAM in it

No wonder men always want to be inside women!

Men were born between the legs of a woman,

yet men spend all their life & time trying

to go back between the legs of a woman.

why?

cos there is no place like home!

Ever notice how all woman's problems start with MEN?

MENtal illness,MENstrual cramps,

MENtal breakdown,MENOpause,GUYnecologist &

when we have real trouble,its a HISterectomy!

Hahaha! How? when i read this text,i was smiling mcm org biul.

totally true uh.

I screwed up my maths paper 1.I lost 14 marks for not doing them

Da tkde harapan uh for maths.

Gonna meet Zai & Mawi tmrrw after the show.

2010-05-12T22:37:00.002+08:00

Missed Sarawak with bunch of great people.

Pics were taken at one of the culture village of sarawak.

While waiting for the lemang to be cooked,we went outside & posed for the camera.All the jumpshots were quite cool & nice.Look at their faces.different kind of reaction.Aiyah.I just missed the dancers :/

I have 15 more minutes before i continue with my bio revision.

I miss going out & have photoshoot with my ladies.

Hoping to meet some of them & oh,the sentosa outing with my babes.

Harap2 jadi yer.hehe

I dont want to elaborate maths paper 2 which i did this morning

SUCKS!

2010-05-10T10:57:00.003+08:00

Secret Recipe,Choc Indulgence.

Hows your mothers day celebration yesterday?

Well,for me i celebrated them last saturday with my cousin at clementi.

Some of my cousin were not there & not that fun w/o them.

The whole day i entertained my niece & nephew, & also foods

Pizza,satay,lontong,asam pedas & chicken were served.

It was raining heavily so we decided to return back to my aunt's house.

Had Choc indulgence cake from secret recipe .

I talked to my cousin cousin'gf that night.They have been together for 6 years.They plan to get engage next year but things are so difficult for them.

They have been on & off for so many times.She was in tears when she told me her probs with her r'ship.she asked me to promise not to lose contact if they are not togther in teh future.From my view,she is so patience with my cousin.Being someone who have to listen all his words,its kinda difficult.I guess even though the r'ship is so fucking long,we wont predict that we will get the happiness from our long years r'ship.It will be very bad if there is no chemistry too.*sigh*

All i can do is to pray to Allah to give her the strength & courage to go on with her life smoothly.May their r'ship will last long.Amin.

Btw,i have no exam today.so no school for me.I slept late yesterday & plan to wake up late.BUT MY FUCKING FORM TEACHER TAYTEK called my hp early in the morning.I didnt pick up the call,obviously.Unfortunately he called my home & lil sis picked up the call & woke me up.Firstly i was pissed off with the morning calls .Secondly lil sis wore my top without asking for my permission.TSK! He called me asking about my material list for my dnt coursework.wahhhh.Pagi2 da suro org pecah otak bagi idea.Dengan muke basi aku & suara lagi.Spoil.

K enough! i need to get my books & study for my chemistry .

2010-04-30T23:33:00.003+08:00

Mid year have already started.English & Malay papers were done.

We will be having one week as per normal lesson before we start with the rest of the mid year exam.

Since i had this personal prob,i start to become more quiter espically at home.Less communication with my parents & sisters.I become more sensitive too.why eh?

Maybe im not comfortable after what happened to my family.

Thanks to my ladies.They were there for me.I really appreciate them .Other than kak ida,the ladies also gave supports & encouragement to continue with my life.

Frankly speaking,i couldnt accept tt she forgave him easilyafter what he had done to her.There must be some reasons why she accept him back even though we,sisters really had hard time to control them & the situations.

Im wondering .........

*sigh*

I think i shld go & get some sleep cos tmrrw i will be working in the afternoon.

Oh! im so excited with this year prom night.

Oh la la.

2010-04-21T13:07:00.002+08:00

Im having dnt at computer lab. Still got 2 more hrs before lessons end.
Have been craking my brain to get some ideas to develop an artefact for my project.
Ayoyo.STress nyer..Murni & Farhan are helping me but sometimes out of control.
Otak kuning uh dorang.Hahaha.
NExt week is my mid-year.I havent start my revision.Haisss.
Many things occured these past few days.I have been so worried with my family stituation
Dear GOD,please give me & my mum the strengths to overcome this obstacles.
I feel so sad & pity for my mum.Exam is coming & now my family stituation uncontrollable anymore.*sigh*
What is happening to this world??

Fcuk! i want to party.But i cant.
arghh!

2010-04-19T19:31:00.006+08:00

Last saturday pictures.

Woke up as early as 530 am.Everything was perfect even thought there were some mistakes.

Some girls's kain were exposed during the show.But everything was awesome.

Next & the last show for us will be the karya :( sayang nyer....

haisss.

Btw,anyone wanna accompany me to Marina Square this sunday?
i have appointment with the New York Skin Solution. Teheee.

Oh..im so excited.

Next week Mid-year.Baik....................

more pics will be uploaded soon at fb & multiply.

2010-04-15T20:13:00.003+08:00

DAMN! im having bad headache now.

Had speech day full dress rehearsal just now.My feets are aching now due to the high heels.

so far,im doing good at the school & home.Except for the rat.NIGHTMARE SIA.........

Im looking forward for this saturday.I will be performing for the speech day.Gonna get up early as 5 in the morning.First time wearing high heels to dance.Wish me luck uh.

Just worry i might just trip while dancing on the stage.Im not use to it..hahaha.

I think i should got for hair cut.Should i? my hair grow very fast uh.

plus the weather is killing me.Morning & afternoon fucking humid but raining at night.

Ikaa is not at home.she went to her school,SP for party.Baik per.....Even my mum know about it.

wahhhh..byk tuah ahh ni anak.hope she wont get addicted uh :)

mum cooked nasi goreng kampong just for me.I took some only cos its too spicy to me.

too much belacan uh...

2010-04-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

Happy 20th Bday to Zai.I know its not late to wish since its not past 12 midnight yet.

Plan to celebrate his bday with mawi but he was busy with some stuffs.

So i decided to extend my working hours since im free.Next time je lahh k.

Worked from 11-9pm.Obviously tired cos its saturday.Busy & the queue bole tahan trok uh.

Cashier was very messy cos i was not the cashier of the day.Aiyoh.Very rimas uh.This person dont know how to keep neat the cashier area.Lucky i was not cashier.If im the one,i wont allow anyone to touch my cashier & make mess.tsk.very the pantang,you know.

My leg is aching now.how i wish there's someone to massage them.HuHu.

My school dance instructor is going to have a consert called Karya.He have been doing this for the past few years.My first time involved in karya was when me & my Sri Nilam dancer danced for it.Cant remembered when.It was few years back.& this gonna be my 2nd time performing.He invited us to perform with the other sec schools which he taught as well.Im honoured to be there & perform.I was even excited when he told us about this.

Unfortunately,the karya is 2 days after our mid-year papers which its on saturday.Which i think its bad.Oh!not only that but on monday after tt week i have O level MT papers.Im very worry cos we still need to practice after speech day.By right all the graduating classes will step down right after the speech day.But we have no choice .Still have to keep go for it.Im wondering whether we have the time to study & have dance practices during the exam week.

Otak boleh pecah.How eh?

Ika will back tmmrw from her camp.Tt mean i have less time to use her laptop.

Next week she will start her poly life.

Nothing much to say.

im hungry~~~~~~

2010-04-06T22:22:00.003+08:00

Hola hola.
Earlier on im trying my hard to finish up my dnt journal.
I dont wish to get nag tmrrw by Mr Tay.
So at least i did my hws.He have been giving hope on me to get distinction for his subject.
=.=' How i wish im creative like my lil sis.She got A1 for her dnt.Baik perr.I still remember,she gave me a tip.If i really want to score well for my dnt,i have to really give out everything for my journal..Do the best..Do the best that i can .& yeah i listened to her.No wonder my teacher like my journal cos i keep on track,NOT. Haha.
2 more weeks to mid-year.I havent even start my revision yet.I have been slacked during Geo & Eng lessons.These 2 are my weakest subj.Aiyahhh.
Next,the pics that i upload now were taken last saturday.Went to Botanic Garden with peeps in the afternoon.Late evening went to play pool.

Farah

2010-03-29T21:44:00.003+08:00

Cute ey my nephew.He is Riezman Dinie.
Today is kinda a bad day for me.Firstly,i was late for school 3 times.I was punished & had to serve detention for 1 hr.PE lesson have to run 8 rounds but i did only 2 & half.I dont feel good this morning.Maybe i dont have enough sleep for the past 3 days.I was really tired the whole day in the school.COuldt concentrate during lessons.All i need was a bed beside me & a fan.*sigh*
Saw Izoul & his gang in the school to collect their certs & testi after school.sooner of later,i will be like them.Come down & get those stuffs.Btw,I had free pizza AGAIN :D Cheetah won the dance & cheer competition & their teacher treat them pizza.Since there were so much leftover,they gave away to us.Dpat jugak perrrr.....
At 4,went to detention.Ended at 5 & went up to school hall to take alook at the D'gig rehearsal which frankly speaking,im disappointed & piss off with the school.No amp & drum.There was only piano & mic on the stage.Oh ya.The theme is HiphOP.konek uh...Supid school.

Gonna meet Erica & Kimo tmrrw.

2010-03-28T10:13:00.002+08:00

This pic was taken after sports day.
The only malay babes in my classroom.
Im still at the chalet.Not sure what time im going back.
Tonight meet Zai & Mawi to catch movie & dinner at swensens.
Anyway,guess wat.....I saw something ytd at the chalet.
I think i saw CIK PON.
I thought i was the only one saw it but kak ida saw it too.
Wahh...First experience with my own eyes.

Alright,will update soon.

2010-03-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

hello readers! im back.
Finally,lil sis get her new laptop which i can tumpang pakai. K best!
I have been busy lately with dance & studies.Since sports day is over,i have to concentrate on Speech Day performance & mid year exam which i left with 1 more month.
Next week there will be alot of test & currently im at pasir ris chalet with family & cousin celebrate my niece & nephew b'day.I had 30 mins of chem revision just now & i stopped half way.
Cannot take it alrd.tskkk.
Anyway,Panther got 2nd in dance & cheer competition.Not bad uh.haha.
all our hardworks & last mins preparation had been paid off.huhu.

aiyahhh.im alone now in the room where i can find in the 2nd floor of the bungalow chalet.
The rest is having a great time downstair.I had 3 hrs of sleeping ytd & fyi i slept on the small sofa .
woke up at 4.30...Uncle sent me & kak ida to clementi.Then off-ed to work.
My body is aching now.*sigh*

guys,i need some motivation to study siaaa....

2010-03-05T23:21:00.002+08:00

Whatt the fish..i couldnt log in into my fb account.
Site maintenance =.='
Currently chatting with Haiqal & kimo.These two are having some problems.
Im trying to be there for them.Make them feel better.Okay i know im sweet.hehe.
I had 1 meal today which i had during recess & didnt have anything after tt.
Im like super super hungry now.but i lazy to get up & walk to my kitchen to get some foods.
Lazy like oink oink.haha.
T.G.I.F cos weekend is coming.the only 2 days i can relax,do my own stuffs & sleep late .
Best kan.But sometimes i dont look forward on tt day cos there are many things happen on tt day.CCA from 2.30 to 5.30. By e time i reach home around 6.30.I have another dance practice at CC at 8pm.erghh! now my body is aching like hell.Mcm nk putus.
for the past 4 days i have been dancing.
& i think i lost some calories & fats.Huhu ^^
tmrrw show at Telok Belangah CC.
will be perform 'Zapin Telok Belangah' cool per.
There will upcoming shows on jun & july too.

Miss Farah appointed me,murni & sirin to be the group leader for the sarawak trip.
We were asked to look after our juniors & have spot room check
Mak ai.Troublesome siaaa.Dont worry babes! if u guys are caught red-handed by us,we wont do anything to you but will ask you to continue & we will join u as well.Gerek kn dpt kite? haha.
Im wondering what will she bring with her when all the make-up stuffs are with us?
I mean,as a teacher in charge she have to hold & keep for us instead the seniors.C'mon lahh..its ur responsibilty sia..Smuer nk tolak kite.Baik perr.
whatever it is,as long as she shut her mouth & didnt comment anything,i will be fine with it.
fyi,i will be away again.
Next week will be a busy week for me.School holiday spend at the Sarawak.
I will update once i get back to Singapore.

Qal,please take note of this.
Thank you.

2010-03-04T19:47:00.005+08:00

By right i should be somewhere outside now to support Haiqal with his rock climbing competiton.

Its a first time for him & few weeks ago he wanted me to come down to support & take pics of him.Im really sorry that i could not make it as i finished my school late & have maths test tmrrw.I text-ed him just now instead giving him a call cos i really forgot to wish him.Its kinda late uh.Sorry,friend.
After school,i followed my girls to WM macd to try the new hot & spicy shaker fries.
I had so much fun with them..after i was done with the meal,i went off to school while the others stayed & had their revision...

I had sports day field event & dance practice.The weather was killing me & i didnt bring my pe attire.I really really dont want to come for the field event but sirin forced me & to accompany her.So i did.I told u the weather was killing me & i sweat like pig.I even couldnt concentrate ..

Guess what.I got the first place...........wait...from the last.hahahaaa.

I took part in shotput & discus.like fuck siaaaaa..i was the last position.Cos the things was so heavy until i hurt my arm & waist. like seriously im very weak uh.*sigh*

Whatever it is i enjoyed them since this year will be my last year participate in those event.

Upcoming show on this saturday.

I just received 110 bucks from my dad.How i wish its for my shopping allowance.

The money is to pay my hp bill .Once i settle them i can activate them & get new hp.

So now,what hp shld i get?

2010-02-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

i have already said that i will update my blog if i have e time at my previous posts.
So Haiqal,be patience uhhh... :)
Well,so far life have been good. I have been busy with school,work,dance & family too.
Homeworks & assignment everyday.Im fortune cos this year there are no tutorials for e garduating classes.Its not compulsory unless the subject teacher wanna have one with us.
So far we have maths tutorial..No point describing them..cos i have been starting to slack.
What do u expect...I sit at the back of our class.7 tables straight in a row.They are all the retake students include murni & myself..haha.lost my concentration.I will be either read my book or log in on my fb account..
Im really excited with the sarawak trip.The best parts are murni & sirin will overnight at my house e day before we go for e trip since my dad will send us to airport.Secondly,my roommate is Sirin.Confirm kecohh...

Im running out words.
will update soon.
Take note of this,haiqal.
:)

2010-02-07T22:15:00.002+08:00

alright...im at BB macd with Qal..
Yeahh..currently using his laptop...Since im done with maths hws,i helped out with his blog..
Ni anak..btol uh..hahaha!
Well, the pic was taken long time ago.
On e day itself,i became her photographer & personal assistance.
Ila sini...Ila sane...hahaha!
Its a memorable day for her & me too...
She looked so different & im really amazed with her new look
Feeling2 nk tunang gtu.
Hehe...Bf pon tkde...No no! STudy come first ...

2010-02-03T13:09:00.002+08:00

MIA....
The thing is that my computer is spoilt AGAIN.
Now im at school computer lab.Im having 5 period of DNT..
SUpposely i have to do my research....I will do them later.
Today i have chingay practice at 6pm...Have to rush back home to meet the rest.
Wat a tiring day ...Tmmrw geo test..& i didnt study anyting yet..

Lil sis got SP.COngrats!
Its a school tt im aiming for.I hope she do well in her studies.
CNY is coming.Im going to spend at my workplace.
Since they are short of staff,i dont mind to work long hours cos i got pay for double pay..
This March, our malay dance will have a trip to Sarawak.
if im not wrong,4 day 3 night :)

will update more!

2010-01-15T23:37:00.005+08:00

I think i wnna get involve in Chingay 2010 which is next month.
Since my dancemates are joining & get to know their job are simple,i think i can make it.
Instead of dancing,we will be doing something else which i can say simple & easy.
So people,anyone is interested? Text me or tag my blog aite.
im not sure whether we get pay for doing tis.

I found out that Friday is a tiring day for me eventhough school end very early,12.40pm.
The next day is already weekend.But,due to my CCA,i reached home late.
Other than that,i also have dance practice at the CC.
Overall,ytd was a veryyyyyy long day for me.Im having aches on my body & cramp all over due to the warm-up that i did during my CCA.The bending part,the stretchin & crunches.
Im really tired & i couldnt concentrate on my homeworks.
I still havent complete my Karangan,maths,Bio,chem,english..wait...all the subject except for SS.
So far,my SS teacher havent give any hw to us..Thats good uh.

i wish you all the best.

2010-01-14T15:46:00.002+08:00

School end early today.
Tons of how to be completed.
Biology,maths,geo & english.
Someone help me with my maths pls.Idk why i was so fucking slow to catch up the topic..
arghh! how i wish i have my own tuiton teacher..
I spent more than 5 minutes to solve the prob while my frens took less than 5 minutes.
I had cream of mush chic soup & 3 slices of bread with nutella during my break
I rushed back home just to eat.I dont want to spend my money so much on food..
MSN is being bitch now.I cant log in.tsk!

I miss my swensens cliques.
Fuad,Haiqal,Fauzi,Aisha,Liting,Etiqa,Awin,Lina,Hazwan,Muthu,Sulaiman.
tsk! Those who are working on this sunday,i get to see them cos im workin. .I wont be meeting Fuad,i guess so.
I think i need some break.
serious shit.My head is giving me a hard time.
Headache & also pimples everywhr.
Its only january..i cannot imagine if the exam is getting nearer.

reply to tags
Haiqal : ya right! ni lag satu....Byk2 way,ltk meat at my butt...TPTP eh! Anyway,about the spammer,i would like to ignore her.Cos i dont want to waste my time entertain this person who is being attention seeker. cheers!
VAnessa : Hey! Your welcome! its quite surprised actually that u was one one e top student.haha..Tc & have a good day ahead!

2010-01-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

Congrats to those who passed their O level include my lil sis, ikaaa..
To those who failed badly,its okay people.
All of you have done your best & there's long way to go.
Dont give up on studies.
I felt so pressured this afternoon when i saw my frens got their results.
I was nervous for their result. Haha.
Im wondering how it will look like next year....
Its the time for me to study very hard now.No more playing.
No more sleeping & skip schools.

I feel so good & my mind is relaxing now cos i ran 5 rounds & did push ups this morning.
Haha.seriously,i feel wayyyyy better.
Haiqal said i must run more so that i can slim have a better body shape compare now.Haha!

Im feeling sleepy now.
I had 4 hrs of sleeping ytd.
Tmrrw CCA & it will be a tiring day for me.
goodnite!

2010-01-09T18:56:00.002+08:00

Everyone have their own resolution for this year.
How about mine?
Ermm.
I hope i pass my O level & can get the course that im interested.
Love myself instead of hating & blaming the people around me as well as myself.
& lastly,make my parents happy & proud of me.

I couldnt believe that im turning 18 this year & still stuck in secondary school.
Oh well..I have spent for more than 5 years in Dunearn..This year is my sixth years.
New teachers are joining here,new principal,new timetable,new classmates,new topics to study.
All i can say first day of school,there's already chemistry hw.
We get to know our maths & geo teachers are Ang Chin Chua & Low.
MATI !

How i spent during Countdown?
I was working & stayed up till 2 plus in the morning to accompany Fuad for his stock stake.
Fortunately,Fauzi & Haiqal were there.
Then we headed to WM macd .It was already past 3..Idk why i felt so sleepy on tt day.So i decided to go home first while e rest stayed thr.
First day of school,new principal gave us a very long speech & he really drag the topics.Unlike Mr Wong.Attire & grooming check.As per normal...
Oh ya~ Swensens IMM had this outing by using our tips money .I was informed there was about 900 + bucks.So Tien & i went to Bt Timah Al-Azhar to reserve the seats.
I was not feeling well on tt day so i didnt eat so much.After that,all the chefs went home.They were given cab fare.The rest of us include 2 of our managers proceed to play pool.Stayed up till 3 plus.Kak ida sent me & etiqa.I couldnt sleep so i made breakfast & packed some to bring to school.Save money mahhh.Did my hw & i slept at 4 & woke up at 6..Surprisingly i didnt feel so sleepy.But once i reached home after school,i slept the whole day & i woke up the next morning.
Ahhhhhh.Amek kau..Bagon tros freshhh.

Two more days to O level result.
Good luck to my friends & my sis.

im confuse.
when i wore my jeans,it seemed to be lose.
But when i checked on my weight,i gained 1 kg.
Which mean,now im 54kg.
ARGHHHHH!
FAT SIAAAA.

2009-12-23T16:51:00.003+08:00

Im craving for donuts & waffles.
Urgghh! Look at my BIG tummy & FATTY legs...
I maintain my weight,51 kg even though its a school holiday.
Nyehehehe..Eat as much i can,but my weight still the same except for my body size.
Im going out later.Meet big sis at JP..
This is the time im going to ask her to buy all the foods tt i have been craving for since
she just got her bonus.

2009-12-23T14:03:00.004+08:00

Performance again this saturday plus kendarat.
I hope this time it run smoothly.
& also $$$ come in. Cos im really broke now.
Even the tix for that party,i borrowed my mum's money cos i havent get my pay & im still waitin for my money ..
School is starting in a few weeks time.So far,i never think of buying new bag,pencil case & stationery..Can re-use them .. Haha! when i think back,im the only one in seconday school in my family.Ikaa is waiting for her O level result.She aim to get Poly.So,good luck eh.. :)

More outing next week!
Picnic & meet up session !

2009-12-21T21:40:00.007+08:00

I wish tonight it rain.
Yesterday went to St James with friends.
Lovely & awesome night with them..We managed enter the place before the queue was long.
An accident happened.This malay girl wanted to go up to the center stage.So nicholas helped her.
As i was looking at her,in less than 30 sec,she was gone.& we found out she stepped on this hole on the stage & fell.Her knee was injured bleeding.Deep cut..oucchhh! we helped her & asked her to sit while we called the bouncer for help.Surprisingly she said she was okay & wanted to continue dance.
hahaha.Kaki da mcm gitu.Da kene bandage.Lucky she didnt hit her head or faint.
after the party,from vivo we walked to Thiong Bahru SHopping Mall to have our ealy breakfast at Mr Teh Tarik.We were so hungry.No food at Harbourfront.That's why we sacrifice to walk for more than 2 km.My feet were killing me.
Oh ya! This bunch of mat & minah rep stole 2 packets of cans drink at Harbourfront Int coffee shop.Da mcm bapak die nye kedai gtu.Before we went to the thiong bahru,we planned to sit & rest while waiting for this malay stall to open in 1 hour.But this stupid bunch people created all this shitty things.One of the stall keeper from other drink stall called police.Before anything happen,we made the move cos we dont want to get involve.Those people ran away when they found out the uncle called the police.perangai mcm babi sak satu2...
Afetr we done with our breakfast,we proceed to a HDB block to lepak.
But Me & Mimi really cant take it.It was raining & we were so cold.Mata da berat.
The guys stayed but 2 of us went to staircase & slept thr.
Haha.Da mcm tkde rumah.No choice uh.The wind was so strong.Around 7 plus,i was awaken by these 2 morons ..Fuad & Haiqal...They made noises & jumped around like monkey.
tsk...Train-ed to home...Reached home almost 9..Slept for 9 hrs.Ahhh.nice...

Ehh,i just realised its raining.

2009-12-18T19:13:00.003+08:00

Thank GOD.ALHMDULILLAH.
All our hard work have been paid off.
Thanks to Sirin & Haiqal who have helped me so much on my studies.
W/o you guys,i cant make it.I could have ignore all my revisions & skipped school which actually i did.Thanks to all my friends who have gave me all the support,encouragement & prays..
& im really proud of my bestie,sirin..W/o her,i couldnt finish my social studies revision.
She pushed me even though i was sick & tired of studying.
Compare my result with Sirin,obviously she did better than. 4 distinction.
I was happy for her till we cried at the same time.
Haha..Awww...Sweet kan..But when it came to my turn,my hands were sweating & shivering.
Mr Suhaini asked me to sign on this paper & i was having hard time.My signature doesnt look like one.Somesort i scribbled smth on the paper. hahaha.SO by the time he took out the envelop & said " congrats " i closed my eyes,mengucap syukur alhamdulillah & i cried.
Even though my result didnt reached my satisfaction,im still happy to promoto sec 5..
Oh ya! The malay students who got Distinction will receive envelop which contain 10 bucks!!
hahaha.Baiikkk.
All the repeat students passed which can say only the malay students.
Supandi was happy cos there will be about 18 malay students in his class =.='

Im left with about 2 weeks.
I cant wait this sunday :)

Everyone congrats for my result.
But the closest person with me didnt say anytink
No word from his mouth.
WTH....
Sedih per!
Anak pass,diam..
When kite fail,mulot tkleh diam.

2009-12-18T01:27:00.003+08:00

Im feeling so depressed now.
Plus tension,scared & worrryy.
I dont feel excited at all.
Just that...IM FUCKING NERVOUS NOW.

wtf? argh!
I cant sleep.
left with 13 hrs to result.
Im wondering where will i end to.
Sec 5 ? ITE ?
oh no no....Okay i know i had done my best.
I will cry like no one business if i fail
Who cares? :)
& if i pass,im going to celebrate & enjoy the whole weeks before sch re-open.
haha

After i talked to my closest cousin,kak ida.
I realised smth.
Well,its kinda true that all this time i have been playing people's hearts & giving false hopes to my guy friends.
Therefore,im sorry guys!
SHould i follow to my heart or my brain?
I really cant decide. People have been talking about this often.
& currently im like in dilemma situation.

She said,i have been using my charms
Haha!
so tk perlu..

2009-12-16T12:21:00.004+08:00

OMG!
2 more days to result.

okay...
I havent bath.Still in pyjamas.& its already 12.30pm.
I will be going out for a date with Shidot later.

Goodluck,my friends!
Goodbye!

2009-12-14T14:24:00.002+08:00

I cant upload pics here. TSK!
Yesterday slept at 2 plus in the morning.
Woke up at 12 ..tsk..ape da nk jadi dgn aku.

Yesterday after work,i went back first since i was done with my cashier closing.
Met kak ida & went to Orchard with her husband.
Reason? My cousin want to see the lights at the Orchard.
Christmas mahh..I love the night scenery with colourful lights .
one word from me,BEAUTIFUL..
People were all over even though it was alrd 12 plus in the morning.
Shopping malls were still open. Cafes & restuarants too.
Cousin started to feel hungry.So we went to Bt Timah for our drive thru macd.

Today?STart work at 5...
Malas nyer.........haisss.
Im really excited to meet buddy.
Im really looking forward this coming wed & sunday.
Let's party,people!

2009-12-11T16:41:00.002+08:00

First of all, i would like to wish my friend,
Happy 18th Birthday To You,Izmariana !
Dgr2 da nk enrol motor eh..Whoaaa.Hot mama... :)

Im really hungry now.Currently,waiting for my mum to get back from work.
I had 2 slices of bread with Nutella for the entire day.
Out of sudden,im craving for Pasta Mania & KFC.
Yeahhh..JUNK FOODS! <3

I fell yesterday.ah-uh....At work.
Since im done with my cashier closing,i walked ard the outlet..
The rest were busy closing fountain & mopping the floor.
As i walked,i didnt realised the floor were wet.C'mon uh,the piles are in black colour.
So,from far i didnt see the floor were wet.
I walked,walked & walked....PAAAPPPPP! i fell on my right elbow first,followed by the butt.
I hit the christmas tree & the fragmag too. I was lying on the floor & crying for help.
Neiii...i didnt cry eh..I even can laugh for being so clumsy
Well,fyi....I broke the record ytd.For the very first time,i fall...
Tk macam org tu...Idk how many times he fell.. *evil laugh*
But thanks to that person uh...He was the one came & safe me...hahaha!
Thanks alot ! Now there's blueblack on my right elbow.
Thank GOD,im safe..I didnt fractuce or dislocate my elbow.

Everyone is busy ..
I have to cancel the outing with Kimo & Sirin.
Sedihhh nye!

2009-12-10T12:25:00.003+08:00

Im tired of working.
Serious.How i wish i could just stay at home or meet friends the whole day.
I can eat,watch tv,surfing internet,sleep,read books or magazines,play with my little niece & so on.
Mampos uh.Maner tk gemok mcm gtu. *sigh*
Im goin work later at 4pm.Im done with the lunch which is Maggie.
Lazy to cook fried rice even im craving for it.

Pity ikaa.She was ignored by her bf.Eh no.Ex-bf.
See lahh...i told you..Dont go for a guy who is serving NS or soon to be NS boy.
The challenges you guys have to go through are not easy .
Seeing her in a miserable way even though she didnt tell me but i can read my mind.
Life have to go on.
At this point,we dont have to really get girlfriend or boyfriend.We are still young,people.
Enjoy your life first.Im not saying people or cakap besar.
But im doing this as my one of my experience.
ermm.Well,sometimes i feel lonely.Miss the old times.
But i cant just hope on the old memories..

Im looking forward for the outing with Kimo & Sirin.
I hope u can make it,bestie.

2009-12-05T21:08:00.006+08:00

HEYYY!
Im back..
Thanks to my friend who have spent so much time repairing on my computer.
& thank you for your supports.

My schedule are tight starting from now onwards.
This whole month,there will be performances.& im involve in musical under persatuan seni.
Training will be every saturday from 2pm-10pm.
The actual day will be on next year Feb.

N level result will be in a few weeks time.
Im fucking worry abt my result..
urgh!

I have been sicked for almost 2 days.& this time the fever da mcm biscuit chips & more.
It will come & go anytime.
Yesterday was the worst pain i ever had .Had 2 pills before i had my nap.
Woke up & changed for my dance practice.
Had ice latte in the middle of the night.Thanks to the ice latte,it made my eyes wide open till 5 in the morning.I kept going to the toilet.I started to feel restless.
Woke up at 7.Not sleepy at all.Was late for work.By the time i reached the place,my head started to feel giddy .Fortunately,it was not a busy day.
I need to have enough rest tonite as i have to wake up early tmrrw for my show at Ang Mo Kio.

I almost cant believe that you were doing all this behind my back.

2009-11-24T00:07:00.004+08:00

Last sat,we sent ikaa to airport.
She went to Sarawak with her CCA mates.
Best kaper.....Unlike my school.so the kental...Haiss.
Surprisingly,she cried before she went off.Haha! aaawww.
After that,went to Yishun with Fuad.Watched Hazwan's gig at CC ard yishun thr.
End quite pretty early..So i decided to text my friend & meet him somewhr ard town.
Thanks for going out with me.
It was a nice chat & i loved it! hahaha.
Meet u soon,i guess?

Last thurs,Sirin & i went to our sec school to help out our juniors for the Dunearnite.

Regret for not joining the dance cos the dance was nice & cute..

& love the costume too.the thing i was not happy that night was,there was this particular

female t'cher who was trying to step mcm paham.

She did the make up on 2 of our juniors.It went wrong . I mean the way she make up for my juniors was wrongly done.Nk tegor,mcm tk bik plak kn.

Haisss.i pity my juniors .But its okay,girls.

Whatever it is,you guys did a good job & well done!

Keep it up!
:D

Last 2 weeks i had performance for wedding at Jurong.

Coincidence saw Syakirah too.

haha
Hello Syak ! :D
well,it was last mins for me as i only had 2 practices before the actual day.

I really did alot of mistakes.hahaha.

Not my fault uh...Very confusing sia the steps.

2009-11-15T02:12:00.002+08:00

i just came back from celebrating muthu's belated bday.
bday boy played hide & seek with us.
Met Tien at IMM.Bought the cake from polar & headed to WM macd while waiting for e rest to finish work.Once we reached our destination,we sang bday song.Muthu cut the cake & opened the presents.His expensive gift was from fuad.Creative MP3.Exactly like mine.
After we had our cake,i made the move cos it was alrd at 1am.
I better made the move before mum call & start to nag at me.
Better be save than be sorryyy.

I have reasons for not staying at home even though im not working & need to rest.
I have been giving excuses to go out ..

i cannot tahan alrd uh .

goodnight,people!

2009-11-14T20:56:00.002+08:00

I just came back from meeting Sirin.
Firstly met her at Clementi Mrt Station..Proceed to Fullerton One Starbucks.
Then to Marina Square...Next to Library at Lot 1..
We didnt meet last week.. since tdy is our off day,we decided to meet up & have a long chat ..
Exchanged some opinions that were needed..
The Esplanade is closed due to the APEC.Security & police officer were all over..Roads are closed & we have to walk long way just to reach our destination..
Tak ker menyusahkn tu.. Haissss.
Currently im blogging,upload pics at Fb & chatting with Hirwan.

Btw,my pay have raise up to 5 bucks..
FINALLY siaaaaa...After working for 1 yr 5 months,i think its best to get them raise my pay ..
Maybe bcos of my performace & work everyday.
Not everyday but usually i only take 1 day off..

I fought with dad..He treat me like a dog.
Just throw the money at me.KNNCB.
& he dont wish to see me at home.
That's my life for now.

These pics were taken just now.
Tkde keje nye psl...